1st Blog of mOus!e.......

This is my 1st blog here. Let’s start it with some intro. about me. I'm mousie ..... a 23yrs old young woman. Busy seeking GOD's will n of course my life. I'm juz an ordinary young woman (i wish i am so my life wouldnt be that miserable). Others may seem that I’m a happy go lucky, friendly, crazy n bubbling girl. Can join in n talk all sort of things from A~Z. But deep down in me I went through alotz of things which no one will ever believe. Let me tell u a story. N here goes my story ...... Back then in Nov 1984, in Hospital Besar Ipoh, Perak, a baby girl was born to a woman who does not married to a man officially. This baby girl surname was name under this man without knowing if he is her biological father. She was then staying with her so call mother in the first 2 months. But was ended up staying with her so call father elder sister then. Reason ~ her so call mother mother made she herself a deal with the "Ah Long"....... She grew up in a world, which she do not get love, respect n was been curse each n everyday. Since small she have been push around from 1 relatives to another. By the time she grew older, this little girl always wonders why she was been mistreated. But somehow she gets to know all the answers from her auntie. All her questions n wonder have been answer........ The pains the feelings and the sorrow at that that moment she will never forget. From that days onwards she tried n tried n tried her very best to stay STRONG n TOUGH to go on with her life. Till one day, she met this special one. He changes her life. She thought he love her. But all she get is lies n lies n more lies ...... n her life is back to square one. She even lives her life in fear for the hitting from this special one. Everyone around her asked her to leave this special one for he does not deserve my love to him. But she is rather stupid o what ever it is she stays on with this special one. And one day, she only knew that she herself to this special one is just a friend ....... a NORMAL friend!!!! Despite going all the up and down with this special one........ All she hopes is just a SIMPLE RECOGNATION from this special one(she never gets any from her family members).................. She turns to her senior colleague for advised and yet this senior colleague was telling her the same things ~ "leave him n start life anew". This senior colleague then brings her to church. Introduced someone which she does have never thought off..... Hallelujah!!!! Because of HIM this girl still stay STRONG n TOUGH...... Because of HIM this girl start her life ANEW....... Because of HIM this girl know no matter what happen, she still have HIM in her life to go through all the things.......... N because of HIM this girl know HE WILL ALWAYS LOVE her ........ Thank you LORD!!! Thank you very much.......... AMEN!!!