Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Friends.......

I pour out my heart to each and everyone the same way. For friends are the place which i can call home. A comfort and safe place for me to hide n be myself. A place where i truly feel the loves. A place where i can feel my presence. A home which i hope i will get respect and recognition. A home that i can lay myself to rest. A place which i can trust them to pour out my pain and sorrow. A place where i can get strengh to move on my life. A place where i can share the laughter together. A place where i thought i found my true love. And most important of all, This is the place where i can withdraw myself from my past. Lead me to another path of my life. Teach me and guide me to the right path. Bless me with all the happiness which Lord claim to be mine. But..... Is time for me to move on. I no longer, was welcome into this place where i consider as home. People around me seems to ignoring me. There are those who tried to avoiding me too. Some doesnt like me to get involved with other people business. Some doesnt like me to side the others. There is and lots more to come in the ways. All this i will cherish....... buried it together with me on till the day i died.

1 comment:

Christopher said...

hey Kelie, your going over board... theres a diff between friends and God :). you don't move on coz of a little situation you stay on and see how much you really are cared for. This is where we grow, learn and mak emistakes. You go out into the world with no church backing you up.... you will see that it;'s not as nice.. never ever leave coz of misunderstanding. I tell you if I left when one of my church members offended me, I would have missed out on SO Much blessings the Lord has installed for me... heck you will find the person who you can talk to, but never rely on any one whome the church hasn't appointed. You can but it's not wise, look for your Care Group leader pour out to her/him, you can even go to your zone leader or pastor :). Everyones human, they will hurt you one day coz their not God with constant love... that never goes up or down. And another truth is no matter how much we don;'t want to hurt people we will. Takes time to recover but it will happen :).